How I feel about volunteer teaching drum lessons.

I started teaching drum lessons yesterday. I love it and had lots of fun. The kids are amazing. The boys and girls club is going to be opening a music studio out west Salem. If I volunteer long enough I can get a job teaching drum lessons. I was really happy about that when I found out. If I get a job teaching kids how to play drums that would be the best job job ever!

What I'm going to do to get ready for my test

To get ready for my test I'm going to go to bed early. I'm going to have a good breakfast. I'm going to try not to rush the test. I get bad anxiety. That makes me want to get through it and I tend to fail when I do that. I'm just going to relax and try my hardest.

wheir ill be in 10 years

I want to be in a touring band which that usually doesn't happen till mid 20s. I think work as a chef if anything. After my GED I probably go to college to be a chef I don't want to be stuck doing something I don't want to be doing. Maybe a family. I doubt that I'm not looking forwards to being owned by a wife but in 10 years that might change.

Jr gets picked on for being poor and Indian. He has to put up with walking miles to school if he doesn't have a ride. Now even the Indians hate him because he switched schools and moved to a white school. His best friend beat him up because he Left schools.

A time i had to stand up for myself

A time I had to stand up for myself. It sticks with me to this day it lingers in me. Is when staff found out about my personal beliefs in school when I went to Mckay High School. Not going to say my beliefs that's why I said personal. But Salem Keizer School District tried to make me change my image and I stood my ground and won. But look where I am today over judgemental freaks. That made me even stronger and learn how to stand up for myself. From that day I noticed I don't let people get to me and walk on me. You can say I grew a backbone.

True norwegian black metal

Why i like black metal so much its has such a weary feel its more then music. Its a life style and a personal out look on life. It goes deeper then any other music genres its the number one type of music looked down on. To understand black metal most of the bands come from a satanic background of some sort and lots of hard emotions. Lots of kind of black metal depressed, none socialist, satanic, culture, the music isn't about getting rich and famous its not about who can blast the fastest or scream the best. Its bot getting the message across to the listener. black metal is peaceful, its angry, full of hate, its sad, its crazy, its fast, its one of a kind. Bands like Venom, Merciful Fate, and Bathory, started the black metal seen in the mid 80s then bands like Mayhem, Emperor, Darkthrone, Dark Funeral, Dimmu Borgir, Behemoth, and Gogoroth set it off in the early 90s and took it to a more extrema level with wicked stage image and a strong message. Black metal got big when the criminal cases started appearing in the public lots of church burning death of mayhem's guitarist euronymous was stabbed in the face back and chest 62 times by Varg Vikernes from burzems no one knows why. Gale from Gogoroth got locked up for tortured a farmer and drained his blood in a cup and maid the farmed drink it and all for putting him down but remember the closest farm from him was about more then 40 miles hes weirs and not use to people. the music is very atmospheric the music is so personal lot of bands are one and two man bands the music about finding those people that suffer like the musicians. Black metal is very pour sound not so well produced its not about fame. Very hard to find black metal in USA 1 out of probably 40sh will know real black metal not thees bands like Cradle of Filth trying to be black metal and giving us such band names. To finishes this blog BLACK METAL is not for every one to like its not for people trying to fit in or make fiends. I look at it as a warrior in this world. For me my music I wright is about my problems depression, loneliness, not fitting, in and anger, and hate towards stuck up unfortunate high class family. And USA we need a back bone to stop the decay of western society. When I wright lyrics I try to send a message out to the listener. This is my story on part of how I feel and to keep the pride of black metal strong.

jr sister mary

Mary she seem to be tough and independent with a depth to her no one knows. She seems like a bad ass steeling and taking shoes from pot dealers. She has a tattoo and acne scares. She is very smart the book says so shes tough and smart.

Why the indians would be mad if jr leaft

I think the Indians would be mad because he is betraying them. By leaving them and going to a different school. They might think he dislikes Indians or is racists. The Indians might think that their school isn't good enough for him it may seem like their poor.

What Ive been up too.

I have been up to lots of job searching and got laid off the end of last summer. I came back to school to get my GED out of the way. And that might help with the job thing. I plan on going to school to be a chef after I get my GED. I love to cook! I'm still playing drum. Got back Monday night from recording in 101 kufo studio with White Zombies drummer so had a blast doing that. My brother just Left the u.s and went over seas with his Church. after my GED I might give that program hes in a shot the program is called ywam and they teach you how to become a minister. I would get to travel and I would love to see other cultures. As a American I think we are very spoiled. I would like to see both sides on how the world is. How others live day by day life's and how their country act and their out looks of life. That's all I can think of at the moment I'm sure if I think harder I would have more but I hope that's good for now.