Summer plans

My summer plans is to get a job. I'm going to go camping, training in New York. Me and my friends are going on a road trip in July to Vegas. I am going to try to get a car and all that good stuff. Most of all just have fun and stay out of trouble.

Creative story

I woke up this morning lying in my bed. Someone was next to me or was she in my head? It was a centerfold with hair so red. Sleeping right next to me lying in my bed.

Did she quietly creep into my room last night? And I wonder if I should feel so uptight. And I would try to talk to her but it wouldn't feel right. No it wouldn't feel right. No it wouldn't feel right. Wouldn't make it feel right

I reach for my lighter at the foot of my bed. I lit the corner of the nylon, purple bed spread. Set her on fire and I was clutching my head. Ignite that centerfold but I kept her head.

What I call family.

My family is someone I'm related to by blood but I also consider very close friends kinda like family. I have three friends I grew up with that we still stayed close. I trust them and their family is pretty much my family. We have alot of memories from my childhood from school in 2nd grade too now. All the trouble and crazy story's we still remain friends. My brother got back from taiwan this Sunday. I have not seen him in about 9 months so its cool to have him home.

How I was raised

I think my parents getting me into music and drumming at a young age was good. It helped to make me the person I am today and added to my personalty. My parents fed me and raised me good. My dad taught me stuff a normal kid wouldn't learn. Over all I was raised good. When I have kids someday I'm going to get my son or daughter into guitar or drum. Its good for the mind and creative.

My choice

I'm going to see my favorite band Saturday May 21st so tomorrow they will be playing in Eugen at the McDonald Theater. This will be my 22nd time seeing them the band name is floater they are from Eugen. I have meant them multiple times and hung out with them they are awesome people with a one of a kind sound and its cool how 3 guys can make all that unique music.

The band was started in 1993 by Robert Wynia, Peter Cornett and David Amador. They are known for their progressive concept albums, stylized storytelling, intense live performances, and devoted fanbase. Floater routinely sells out local venues in Oregon[1] and periodically plays shows in the neighboring states of Washington, California, Nevada, and Idaho. Floater has played a variety of venues, including CBGB in New York and the Roxy Theatre in Los Angeles.[2] The band was also a musical guest for Live Wire! on OPB radio.[3] The band has been voted the "Best Band" in the Willamette Week's "Best of Portland" reader's poll for 2009 and 2010.[4][5]

Thursday and Friday

It wasn't bad. We did the summery about the library cuts in k-8 Salem Kizer schools district. Donna is cool if you are doing your work and not goofing off. She can be strict some times but most of all she is fine. I wasn't here Thursday because my birthday Wednesday so few of my friends stayed up in the woods for the night and had a blast.

Recommened book

Lords of Chaos is a awesome book it open your mind up to the other side of black metal that the Medea doesn't show us. I think it's a good book if you like music because alot of people just keep the ears glued to one kind of music and I think that is close minded. So if you haven't checked out lords of chaos I recommend it.

Music for Kit setting.

This song fits because it has the emotions and atmosphere for the setting. The song tittle relates to what Kit is going through. The guy who wrote this song suffers from a hard life so the problem Kit is going through is a bad time too. This song fits perfectly.





As Kit feels cold and damp. The dark dank shed would be a place to dread cold dirty and full of fear no place for anyone. Being convicted as a witch the shame and doubt flowing throw Kit's veins. Light rays crack through the walls with the reminder the world outside of the sorrow chamber so bright and full of hope. The feeling of hopelessness on the inside and the freezing chills of emptiness takes over the mind. No way to hold back the tears the door locked no way out mind racing of what the future holds.

Book project

I think the song I picked is going to be good because its depressing it has a theme of misery and the plot of loosing all hope. The song is called sorgen kammer (sorrow chamber) It has no lyrics it is very atmospheric the genera is D,S,B,M. I think it should fit perfect with kit being locked in the shed and the town people thinking she's a witch. It will fit amazingly if you use your imagination. I'm am going to leave the band name unknow I don't want to commercialise the band. I think this will be a easy and fun project.

my choice

Ive been recording my own music I went and bought recording software so I've been writing music everyday after school. The type of music Ive been writing is DSBM, and NSBM, any type of black metal pretty much. I wright the guitar tracks, drums tracks, and vocals. My album should be done in about a month or so. I have not yet thought of a name yet. I have ideas for names of the songs and I only have 4 songs done so far. I think it's going to be emperor of death, or in the presents of Apep. The music is very atmospheric and ambient some of the lyrics are my feelings or thoughts that drive me to make the music.When I make music its slow tempo with once in awhile some blasting and double kick. For the guitar its lot of bar notes with Egyptian scales and tremolo picking. But when I'm done I'll have it online to hear every thing I have to say about it.

Review of Blackbird Pond

They got picked up by the boat after their house got burned down. They have been on the run and hiding out on the beach before the boat showed up. Now Kit got taken and thrown into a shed because they think shes a witch. So now she is locked up scared and full of fear.

Background music

I deiced to pick background music I think it wont be to hard and it sounds fun. I have so many ideas I think I'm going to pick a slow and sad atmospheric seen and I got a perfect band to match that kind of idea. I have to say I cant wait to get started.

P,S,N is still down

PlayStation network is down. Its been down since last Wednesday. I thought it was my ps3 messing up. Sony said it could of been hacked like it was last year or it could be a overload. They been working on it for a week now. They said it would only take a day or two but now it might be another week or two. I hope it gets up and going soon because that's my source of entertainment. That's how I talk to my friends and stay out of trouble. I hope it gets up and running soon.

Would I help a freind in danger

Most of all I would help my friends if they were in danger even if it put me in danger. I think it would be harder to help a stranger compered to a friend it depended what the stranger got into. I would probably help if I where in danger I would want help from somebody even if I didn't know them. I think people slack help thees days alot of people just mind they,re own business and there is nothing wrong with that but sometimes people really need help. Over all I would help a friend even if it put me in danger s way.

People didn't like Hannah because they thought she was a witch. She was a Quaker who lived by herself in the meadows. Kit, Na,t and Prudence, went to vist her because they thought she was nice.

Little white lies.

I think little white lies are bad if directed in the wrong way. Overall Yes any lies are bad. Lies tend to grow or make you characteristically look bad. I think everybody lies but that doesn't make it ok. Little white lies can lead to problems or sometimes it's good to just tell the truth even if it might hurt the other persons feeling because lying could give the person false thoughts or give them false hope.

MMA

I spared for my first time last Wednesday. For those who don't know sparing is a full contact training for learning what it's like in the cage. Its been 4 months into my MMA training and its been a blast even tho its alot of confidence and dedication. I stepped in to the cage and that is one of the best feelings ever my blood was pumping and my heart was racing. for those that don't know what MMA is it stands for. Mixed Marshal Arts it is a fighting school and I think helps kid's with respect and how to control anger. right now I'm on my third step in kick boxing and going on to my 2nd in judo. I have to say that mma is my favorite sport.

kit

The promise never happend because Kit thought that Hannah was a good person and she was very lonely and Kit thought she was a friend because Hannah was so nice to her.

Dear Tom' It's different here. I'm not sure if its good or bad yet I guess it is alright it's just different. There is a guy here that stairs at me alot. Its cold rainy bit different from home you know. On the way to America I jumped over board the ship to save a little girl's doll. Aunt Rachel and uncle Matthew are doing good they say hello. I got to go hope to hear back from you till then bye from aunty and uncle and all of us.

One of my friend's friend said I should check out a group called I,C,P. I cant stand them and hate what they stand for. The follower of the band made a gang called juggalos. I have to say it is the dumbest thing in my age of society and in the world. Juggalo's they are rude, low life, drug user, perv's, taranny kids that have no life. In easier words "posers" anything society thinks is cool thees kids follow and they call them self family. I think its for kids that are angry with the world so they maid a group of angry people. I understand alot of young kids are angry but juggalos don't stand for anything that are meaningful or of good to society. You can say they take no good roll in life. They are other groups like punk, metal heads (like me). neo nazi lot's of people think their bad but they are on the outside. But their ideas and life out looks are no different then the Europeans. Society push the Medea to think white power is racist just like other races stand united so do whites. They have brown, Indian, and black, power so they should f*** off and look at the ground they stand on and see how we let them in just to mess it up with their gangs drug dealers and problems whites have problems to but not offing are own race off in large amounts. I don't like them and their drug users but hippies have a alright out look on life. To finish up I have to say I'm really disappointed in my age of society and I,C,P!

The Witch of Blackbird Pond is a book about a girl named Kit who moves from Barbados to America in 1687. Her Grandfather has died and she is going to go live with her aunt. The town she moves to is full of Puritans who are much more religious than. She is she is constantly doing things that make her look strange to the people in America because her culture in Barbados is so different.

The time period takes place in 1687. She finds America very ugly compered to where she is from. She says it's gray and dull.

salem witch

Life in 17th century Salem was strict. Back in the day playing and toys where a act of distraction and idleness. They should be focusing on chores and bible verses. For entertainment the Caribbean slave would show them acts of magic and tell them about their stories and fortune telling.
The magic they think the girls got possessed by them messing with the unknown magic. Nineteen men and women, all having been convicted of witchcraft, that started the Salem witch hunt. Lots of innocent people got killed over a few peoples acts of witch craft. The act of witch trials started in march 1st 1692 and ended in 1692 Nov 25th.

Getting ready for the test.

I will try and get a good night sleep Study and eat a good breakfast. I will be ready and focused try and my hardest. I will have lots of motivation and positive outlook about the test. I will have no distractions.

Wher I would like to go.

I would like to go to Norway. My favorite bands come from there. I love the culture and the place is beautiful. Their food is amazing and different from what I'm use to. They have such a good economy. I think I would want to go to Oslo. That's the capital of Norway. I love the outdoors and wilderness and Norway would be the best place for me

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snow

I love snow. If it snows a lot I'm going to bust out my snowboard. I love the looks of every thing. It looks like a picture. Building snow men and snow ball fights are awesome. I think it might snow but not a lot. I hope it snows a lot so we can have a white winter.

Essay

The book I'm Reading is The Absolutely True Diary of a Part time Indian. Its a novel by Sherman Alexie. I thought the book was by far interesting and really good. I would recommend the book because its funny, sad, bizarre. Its flat out a good book. Jr is going through hard times. People don't believe in him but he doesn't let that get him down and keeps on believing in himself.

Jr lived on the res until his high school years. He left the res to better his life even though the others don't believe in him. When he moved to an all white school he was bullied and back on the res everybody thought he was a Indian hater and a traitor. Going back and forth was hard for Jr because people on the res and at school treated him poor now. At the res they think he is trying to be better then all the Indians on the res. They think he is trying to be a white lover. At the all white school he was looked down on. They just thought he was a dumb Indian.

At the all white school they thought he was a loser Indian until he stepped up and punched the bully in the face. Now everybody is giving him respect. The girl that he liked named Penelope got with Jr after he got more respect. Getting friends, being on a sport's team and a having a girlfriend I think boosted Jr's confidence. He didn't let the bully get him down and he believed in himself.

Jr believed in himself and he didn't let anything get to him. Now he has friends and that helped him boost his confidence. I think now that Jr accomplished some goals he believes in himself. Time made him a stronger person.

I'm a tribe of.

I'm a part of a tribe of musicians.
I'm a part of a tribe of scientist.
I'm a part of a tribe of mystery.
I'm a part of a tribe of talent.
I'm a part of a tribe of weirdness.
I'm a part of a tribe of knowledge.
I'm a part of a tribe of one of a kind personalities.
I'm a part of a tribe of odd way of thinking.

I'm reading a book on Bob Dylan called Revolution In The Air. Its about his life behind the music. Where he grew up as a kid, how he started writing music, how his family was, How life has changed since 1957 to 1973. I just started reading the book so I cant say much yet.

I'm very competitive when it comes to drumming. I have to be the best which I am. I've taken drum lessons and been playing for 7 years. I won two competition. So my motivation to be the best is pretty high. A lot of drummers are very cocky so you can call me cocky when I play.

My friend Riss just lost her cousin. So I imagined what she is going through. So I put myself in her shoes. That must be hard. I felt sad because if I lost my cousin that would be the worst. We are very close just like my friend and her cousin. I feel really sorry for her. Empathy is when a feeling is shared, or when some one feels sympathy for some one and puts them self in the other persons place in the time being, whether its sad or anger.

Your Choice. Poem

Incarnated marvels so simplified effects from such a disconsolate kind.
Pity on those with the attempt of perfect living erase and rewind.
Stand rigid for the next battle peace means reloading your guns.
The love for life is a hatred in disguise. A caravel creation with life un masked.
In search for a guide line to the gate way of sin. My lifes a prison of Missouri and its locked in my mind.

And day lights has finely reached its end. As even falls and strikes into the sky. Far away in the dark glimpsing moon light sicking souls cry out in pain. Whispering voices summoning screams waiting for Satan to bless their sins. like tortured angles fallen from Grace possessed by the search for altered darkness.

I think Junior and Rowdy will become friends again. I think they'll let the past be in the past. If I were junior I would try to talk to him and get him to change his mind and forgive him and see if he would forgive me.

Why I think JR changed

I think Junior changed because, when he first went to the new town he felt shy, nervous, uncomfortable and kind of like a misfit. He probably felt different because he was going to an all white school and turning his back on the rez. So everybody at the rez thinks he's like an Indian hater. He started out shy. At first when he moved to a new school, it went bad for a little bit. Then he stood up for himself and started earning respect. Now he has friends and a girlfriend so I think people are starting to like him.

How I feel about volunteer teaching drum lessons.

I started teaching drum lessons yesterday. I love it and had lots of fun. The kids are amazing. The boys and girls club is going to be opening a music studio out west Salem. If I volunteer long enough I can get a job teaching drum lessons. I was really happy about that when I found out. If I get a job teaching kids how to play drums that would be the best job job ever!

What I'm going to do to get ready for my test

To get ready for my test I'm going to go to bed early. I'm going to have a good breakfast. I'm going to try not to rush the test. I get bad anxiety. That makes me want to get through it and I tend to fail when I do that. I'm just going to relax and try my hardest.

wheir ill be in 10 years

I want to be in a touring band which that usually doesn't happen till mid 20s. I think work as a chef if anything. After my GED I probably go to college to be a chef I don't want to be stuck doing something I don't want to be doing. Maybe a family. I doubt that I'm not looking forwards to being owned by a wife but in 10 years that might change.

Jr gets picked on for being poor and Indian. He has to put up with walking miles to school if he doesn't have a ride. Now even the Indians hate him because he switched schools and moved to a white school. His best friend beat him up because he Left schools.

A time i had to stand up for myself

A time I had to stand up for myself. It sticks with me to this day it lingers in me. Is when staff found out about my personal beliefs in school when I went to Mckay High School. Not going to say my beliefs that's why I said personal. But Salem Keizer School District tried to make me change my image and I stood my ground and won. But look where I am today over judgemental freaks. That made me even stronger and learn how to stand up for myself. From that day I noticed I don't let people get to me and walk on me. You can say I grew a backbone.

True norwegian black metal

Why i like black metal so much its has such a weary feel its more then music. Its a life style and a personal out look on life. It goes deeper then any other music genres its the number one type of music looked down on. To understand black metal most of the bands come from a satanic background of some sort and lots of hard emotions. Lots of kind of black metal depressed, none socialist, satanic, culture, the music isn't about getting rich and famous its not about who can blast the fastest or scream the best. Its bot getting the message across to the listener. black metal is peaceful, its angry, full of hate, its sad, its crazy, its fast, its one of a kind. Bands like Venom, Merciful Fate, and Bathory, started the black metal seen in the mid 80s then bands like Mayhem, Emperor, Darkthrone, Dark Funeral, Dimmu Borgir, Behemoth, and Gogoroth set it off in the early 90s and took it to a more extrema level with wicked stage image and a strong message. Black metal got big when the criminal cases started appearing in the public lots of church burning death of mayhem's guitarist euronymous was stabbed in the face back and chest 62 times by Varg Vikernes from burzems no one knows why. Gale from Gogoroth got locked up for tortured a farmer and drained his blood in a cup and maid the farmed drink it and all for putting him down but remember the closest farm from him was about more then 40 miles hes weirs and not use to people. the music is very atmospheric the music is so personal lot of bands are one and two man bands the music about finding those people that suffer like the musicians. Black metal is very pour sound not so well produced its not about fame. Very hard to find black metal in USA 1 out of probably 40sh will know real black metal not thees bands like Cradle of Filth trying to be black metal and giving us such band names. To finishes this blog BLACK METAL is not for every one to like its not for people trying to fit in or make fiends. I look at it as a warrior in this world. For me my music I wright is about my problems depression, loneliness, not fitting, in and anger, and hate towards stuck up unfortunate high class family. And USA we need a back bone to stop the decay of western society. When I wright lyrics I try to send a message out to the listener. This is my story on part of how I feel and to keep the pride of black metal strong.

jr sister mary

Mary she seem to be tough and independent with a depth to her no one knows. She seems like a bad ass steeling and taking shoes from pot dealers. She has a tattoo and acne scares. She is very smart the book says so shes tough and smart.

Why the indians would be mad if jr leaft

I think the Indians would be mad because he is betraying them. By leaving them and going to a different school. They might think he dislikes Indians or is racists. The Indians might think that their school isn't good enough for him it may seem like their poor.

What Ive been up too.

I have been up to lots of job searching and got laid off the end of last summer. I came back to school to get my GED out of the way. And that might help with the job thing. I plan on going to school to be a chef after I get my GED. I love to cook! I'm still playing drum. Got back Monday night from recording in 101 kufo studio with White Zombies drummer so had a blast doing that. My brother just Left the u.s and went over seas with his Church. after my GED I might give that program hes in a shot the program is called ywam and they teach you how to become a minister. I would get to travel and I would love to see other cultures. As a American I think we are very spoiled. I would like to see both sides on how the world is. How others live day by day life's and how their country act and their out looks of life. That's all I can think of at the moment I'm sure if I think harder I would have more but I hope that's good for now.